as i lay me down to sleep
yes i pray....
that you will hold me dear.

as darkness decends and night falls
i make a silent prayer
thanking god for everything that he has blessed me with
for the pair of arms that are holding me tight.
and i pray now
more than ever before that god will be with me and everyone i hold dear in my heart.
that he will not lose hope in himself
that he will not lose faith in you
and that if its your will..that he will get well soon.
please god. let him get well soon.

death ensures enternal life in heaven
happiness with christ
and its always comforting to know that the one you love is at peace in gods house.
suffering is a constant daily reminder of pain and struggle
the helplessness that overwhelms you because you know that there is simply just nothing you can do the help alleviate his pain.
every little gesture screams out at you
each moment a frighting juxtaposition of what it once was
and the wound it inflicts each time is fresh